my neck, my back

My neck and back and hand hurt. I have been reading, writing, studying for the past two days straight. Oh, stop complaining, I know I know. I just don't know if this school thing is for me anymore. I can't seem to bring myself to do work in advance so that I stress and actually do a good job. I don't know if I can do the school thing. I don't want to study to be able to create.